Sleepless nights

Trying times like these
when clouds of doubt surround you all over
When you can't tell right from wrong
When you look into the mirror
and can't tell who you are
Sleepless nights are here to stay
When loved ones turn strangers
When love is just another four letter word
When all you can say is fuck me, fuck you, fuck everything else
What is it that you turn to?
What is it that you dream of?
Why do you somehow like this feeling of dread and gloom
and feel pity on yourself
When there is no pain and there is no joy
just a barren field of rotten emotions
you just stand there and look around
tears don't come in the scorched desert of loneliness
There is no hatred, no jealousy, no pain
just a feeling of emptiness, a sleepy hollow
Forces of darkness engulf you and light begins to fade
Sleepless nights are here to stay
And days become cold, numb
Piercing the cold flesh
The blood flows aimlessly
through the brain heart and lungs
When the soul seeks liberation
Sleepless nights are here to stay